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Welcome! Gosh, I cannot believe I am actually writing this newsletter! Weston has come so far since he was born 14 years ago. Before I begin Weston’s story, I wanted to thank each of you for accompanying me on this journey. I know I have spoken to many of you on the phone, in person, or via e-mail about Weston and never have I felt judged or mislabeled (i.e., called crazy). It is because of those encounters with each of you that I have been able to continue on my walk of faith with him. A long time ago an old friend told me to just pray to the Holy Spirit for guidance and the strength of faith. Little did she know how much strength I would find in her words and how they have helped shape me since.

“Blessed are the pure of heart, for they shall see God.” This is a beatitude that I often think about with regards to Weston. You see, I really do think Weston sees God. I think he sees God in all people. I think he sees saints and angels and other heavenly beings. Never has he acted unkind towards others, been jealous, lied, or put his needs before others. I love reading about the saints. They inspire me and pick me up when life gets me down. A favorite saint of mine, Blessed Margaret, was born with many disabilities, including being blind, crippled, and a dwarf. This was a major cause of embarrassment for her family and, as such, they abandoned her in the streets of an unknown city and left her to die. Not only did she not die, she survived and went on to inspire many people. She, too, was able to see God. I believe it was her pureness of heart that was the catalyst.

Faith is a difficult thing. My faith in what I believe to be the reason for why Weston is the way he is sustains me during difficult periods. Faith has allowed me to truly see Weston for all he is, which is so beyond my imagination. Faith allows me to believe others when they tell me Weston speaks to them telepathically or when they seek his advice for a problem. It is through faith that I have been able to accept many things that I do not understand. I have realized that without faith there is no hope.

Weston’s story is very, very long and I will try and retell some of it each week. I wanted to share with all of you a profound experience we had with Weston when he was seven years old as I often think about it when I need a boost of faith.

It was the summer of 2001, and I became aware of a healing mass that was to be celebrated in Brea by Fr. Robert Faricy of the Vatican who was purported to hear the Holy Spirit. Well, I really felt called to go this mass, but knew it was going to be tricky to say the least. You see, Weston is not a big fan of going to anything that restricts his movement or requires him to sit in one place for any length of time.

We (me, my husband, Weston, and Randal) go to the mass and it is packed. There must have been around 1000 people there to see Fr. Faricy and Sr. Lucy. We take our seat and join the congregation in singing. This lasts for about 20 minutes, and then Weston wants to leave before the mass as even started. Don and I exchanged looks as if to say, “Now what?” There was no way I was leaving, and Don agreed to take Weston outside and would return when Weston was more cooperative. Randal and I stayed and celebrated the mass with Fr. Faricy. When Fr. Faricy came to the part in which he was going to heal people with physical ailments I panicked because Weston and Don had not yet returned to their seat. I sent Randal out to the parking lot to find them but he quickly returned and reported they were no where to be found. I instinctively knew Weston’s absence would not be a problem as God is everywhere. I then heard Fr. Faricy begin to laugh and explain to the congregation that he stopped trying to edit what he was told by the Holy Spirit a long time ago, no matter how crazy it sounded when he was saying it. He then said, “There is a little boy here. Well, he was here before but he is no longer here, and he is about seven years old. He has something wrong with his brain. The Lord has heard your prayers, and he is healing him.”

I couldn’t believe my ears! He was absolutely talking about Weston! Of course, it sounded crazy. Who goes to a healing mass and then leaves before it even starts?  I still marvel today about that experience. The memory of it has sustained me and given me strength since.

Words from Weston October 16, 2008

Channeled by Meg Lupin

There is no mistake that you are reading this newsletter. There is information here for everyone. You have been chosen to help in a mission to help humanity. I am so excited that many things in the world are taking shape. We should not be afraid or worried because everything is in Divine Order. The angels and saints are always protecting us.

There are many projects going on at the same time. Many of you feel like everything is in fast motion. Others can multitask like never before. All of you should pay attention to everything around you. We need to listen to everyone carefully and choose what we say carefully. We need to be very positive in our thoughts so we can achieve what we have been destined to help with on earth. The energy, the people, the connections, and the synchronicity have great importance now. Even the negative experiences have fruitful results if we listen to our hearts and do the right thing. Truth and love are vital to move forward. We have to stop lying to ourselves and others. Listen to your heart and do what you know is right!

Please accept a challenge of working deeply on yourselves without fear. What you find might be scary but the end result is beautiful. You are all beautiful! Be patient with yourselves.

The schools for Special Needs Children are being formed all over the world as we speak. They are going to be the prototype for all schools. It has kept me and many of you very busy. Listen to your heart to see how you can help. There is something for all of you to do. There are many other projects that are in progress too. More information will be coming soon on how you can help. Many of you already know what you are supposed to do. Move forward and be brave.

These projects are like the old frontier. There are so many beautiful things left to discover. There are so many wonderful things to see and do. The world is ready for the big changes and so are you.

Take care of yourselves. Treat yourself with compassion and true loving kindness. You are a special creation. A child of God.

I’m hungry!! Have a special week full of joy and abundance.

I was told that “my children would be my teacher”.  I had no idea how powerful that statement would be for me. I began a quest to be a “better mother” which led me to alternative healing modalities and personal inner work that required me to explore places inside of me that I really didn’t want to go.  My husband of 26 years has been so encouraging and always challenges me to keep going deeper. He has been doing inner work and mentoring for years and is so supportive of my journey of self discovery.

When my three boys were young (now ages 18, 16, and 12) and got sick, I looked for natural ways to heal them which brought me to studying homeopathy, herbs, nutrition, Reiki and aromatherapy. This was the beginning of my journey as a healer and brought me to the work I currently do. My children have also taught me how to take an honest look at myself. When I am being too serious, they lighten up the mood. When I am upset, they are supportive. And as they have faced their own challenges, they’ve been a mirror and given me the opportunity to look at my own childhood issues.

I studied psychology and education in college which motivated me to find schools for my children that provided education of their body, mind and spirit. I have come to understand that the main lesson at school is not academics but the development of the whole child.  

Being a Reiki Master has really opened my eyes to the amazing things that can occur when using healing energy on the mind and body. This has opened me up to my abilities as a telepath and a medium. I am also certified in Emotional Freedom Technique, Psyche-K, and I’ll be completing certification for Bioenergetic Healing in November.

Weston has given me so much faith and confidence in my gifts and has taught me how to think way outside of the box. His mother is also a pillar of strength and faith. He told me that when I work on him and his mother is praying in the room that the session is much more powerful. I love my phone calls with his mother when we check in and share about the amazing things Weston is doing today!

When I first started hearing Weston telepathically I thought I was going crazy! He used his wit and his ability to send me gifts and messages to let me know this was for real. He helps me move clients forward very quickly during sessions with his honesty and straightforwardness.  Weston and I co-facilitate individual sessions with clients, in person or on the phone. We’ve also has great success with families. We have seen children that can’t speak and are in wheelchairs and they are making amazing progress.  Our clients are located all over the world including San Diego, Washington, DC, Congo, Paris and Ecuador. 

Recently Weston and I have co-created the class “Developing the Healer Within” for youth, young adults, adults, healers and teachers. We are also helping people set up schools for special needs children, and he has me working on several of his pet projects on issues such as: alcoholism, drug addiction, depression, grief, parental alienation syndrome, adoption, autism, homelessness, special needs children with all types of disabilities, and people that can’t recall childhood memories.

I’m also a part of a circle of healers Weston has brought together that I am proud to be a part of.

God guides me to help people to realize their God-given potential. I am grateful for this wonderful gift and I would love to share it with you.

In this section we are inviting everyone to share their stories with regards to Weston. It seems that many people attribute events happening in their lives to Weston “working behind the scenes” so to speak. It is now becoming very common for me to receive a few phone calls per day from someone telling me how Weston has orchestrated something in their life. He has appeared to people in their dreams, manipulated electrical equipment including computers and telephones, brought people business, and recently has been reported to have appeared to a few people in spirit while they were conscious and not sleeping. The last one, I admit, is difficult for me to grasp, but, again, it has to do with faith…

I wanted to start by talking about a meeting we had this past week with a lovely woman named Leah Tenderfoot. How we came to meet her appeared serendipitous to me but I also know that Weston orchestrated it. I became aware of her through Meg Lupin who had recently met her. We came to see her at our appointed time and she was running late with her prior client. After waiting for about 10 minutes Weston could not stand it anymore and burst in on Leah and her client. As I was running towards him to remove him, I was stunned by what I saw. Weston went right up to Leah whom he had never met and kissed her hand and gave her a huge smile. After witnessing that, I knew then that this was going to be a very interesting and wonderful session. Suffice it to say I was correct. What was most astounding and wonderful to me was how Weston was so captivated by Leah and what she was doing. I later learned that he and Leah had many lifetimes together including one in which he was her teacher and another in which he was her son. This was no surprise to me by the way he so lovingly looked at her with pure joy.

I first met Weston's mom, Marilu, many years ago.  We hit it off right away. I found we spoke in the same cadence... a kind of rapid fire staccato.  Her son and my daughter were going to the same therapist.  This therapist was a little out of the norm. She thought that these unusual children, the ones that were more different than the "different children", had hidden brilliance.  She not only saw it, she showed it to us.  What appeared from the outside as retardation was possibly the opposite.  It came to be known to Marilu that her little boy wasn't retarded but could translate from English to Japanese, to Spanish and back again.  He couldn't speak so he would communicate in “yeses” and “nos” to Marilu.  As the years went by Marilu and I kept in contact.  We would compare notes from time to time.  Marilu one day said "Weston has started talking to my sister telepathically".  I thought "well isn't that interesting".  It must be said at this point that on some days I have a strange relationship with faith...I have only a nodding acquaintance with it.  What I lacked in faith Marilu made up for in gigantic proportions.  She believed in Weston and that one day he would "come out to the world".  She knew that Weston had big plans.  Over the years this didn't fade.  She didn't ever lose faith.  It was just the opposite, she became more convinced.  She supported her child and tried to get him all the help he needed and requested and at the same time accepted him exactly the way he was.  By giving Weston this great gift he was able to bring forth a vision....a dream....a mission.  A mother of an ordinary child with this philosophy could see her child soar in the sky because she gave him wings.  This child, however, doesn't just soar the sky he soars the galaxy. Weston is now fourteen.  He doesn't speak but do not think that children who can't talk don't make noises.  He makes many noises.  Some of the sounds are other worldly.  He is different.  He looks different.  His mother has said as much.  When God put the final touches on him, he did it obviously with a shaky hand...maybe he knew that this little baby had big plans.  God doesn't intimidate easily.

Well, here we are today.  Weston's plans are more concrete.  His plans are bigger than big and I finally believe they will come true.  What is Weston planning? Well, Weston has a huge picture of that.  He has a huge mission for which he needs people...soldiers...warriors and he is hand picking them as any great leader does.  People are coming together like they are being called by the Sirens of the Ocean deep.  Weston just laughs.  There is a Reiki Master who can hear him clearly and tells his thoughts out loud to the word, an angel therapist and healer, a sound healer and life coach, and a school psychologist, therapists and other special individuals of all levels of knowledge. He is gathering them, not like Noah ...two by two, but hand picking them one by one.  One unique one after another is coming forth to join Weston's team.

I became part of the group and although I am certified in Pranic Healing, Reiki, EFT and Psych-K at a recent meeting I felt like the student who was in Advanced Calculus and had really just signed up for Basket Weaving 101.  I was feeling I probably should bend down low and just sneak out of class when something strange happened.  Weston was at this meeting and he was walking around making noises, weaving his way through one spiritually elevated person after another until he came directly to me and picked up my hand, looked me in the eyes and kissed my hand exactly as Prince Charming had done lo those many years ago.  I thought "well I'm not smart enough to be in Calculus, but like the course schedule reads "or with the permission of the instructor".  If that statement pertained here.....heck I was in.

I have been moved to become certified in many spiritual classes because Weston has brought us together to do great work and that means elevating who we are in the world.  Each of us is raising each other up to higher and higher levels of being.  As I said Weston has BIG plans.  So I have now bought the Quantum EPFX Biofeedback machine and am being certified in the hopes of helping children like my children and like Weston and being a part of Weston's vision.  Part of Weston's vision is that there will be a school for children like him and my daughter.  There will be healers and therapists and knowledgeable and caring instructors available to these children.  This will be a place where the children and their parents can come and be helped and yes be healed.  His vision is so huge that for someone like me to try and describe it would be an injustice.  I am in the company of many who when asked by Weston "will you join me in my vision?" have all said yes.  Where are we going and when will we get there?  Only Weston knows for sure.

What does it take to make this huge vision come true?  It takes what Marilu so valiantly has held as her beacon all these years with this amazing unusual child....it takes Faith.