Cosmic Particles Blog

Aug 13th

Volume 21, Number 2

Weston's Story

Tomorrow night is the Healing & Networking Workshop at The Sanctuary Bookstore & Retreat in Tustin, California.  Weston has been working a lot in preparation for the workshop which has resulted in him staying up until the wee hours of the morning for the past few days (more on that later). Weston wanted me to remind everyone that the workshop is also a networking opportunity and he says that there are many people who will be there who will need to connect with one another. Please remember to bring your business cards!

Whenever we do these workshops Weston calls the shots as to how his messages will be delivered. Poor Meg never really knows until we actually start how Weston wants the workshop to come forth. That is part of the fun, though, as you never know what is going to be said or what will happen next! He did mention to Meg (though he could change this for whatever his reasons are) that he wants to share more of his messages (somewhat like he does during the teleconferences) with the entire audience. More information regarding the workshop can be found below.

One of the reasons why I started this newsletter was to share with you a little bit about my life with Weston. Of course, Weston will say that the main reason (and I agree) is to give him the ability to share his messages with each of you. Most weeks it is easy to write the newsletter as Weston typically does something that I feel would be of interest to you. Not sure if this is always such a positive as me and the family have to live through it just so I can write about it at the end of the week! I always try and look at our experiences with humor because really what else can I do. I was reminded the other day of “how we are our children’s primary teacher” when I was discussing Weston with Randal, my oldest son.

Randal has just graduated from high school and is getting ready to “go out into the world.” I have gotten melancholy over the summer as I realize that my time spent with him on a daily basis is going to be changing soon as he embarks on his adult life. I have relished the opportunity to spend as much time with him as possible this past summer as this is probably one of the last times that Don and I can really impact his life and offer him a little guidance. So, I was talking to Randal one morning about his final plans for the summer when the subject of Weston came up. Randal is a wonderful brother to Weston and accepts him just as he is, including all of his idiosyncrasies such as never wearing shoes, staying up at all hours, wearing his clothes backwards, etc. I asked Randal what he has shared with his friends about Weston. Without hesitation he said, “Oh, that he always runs around with no shoes on is not a big fan of clothes!” When I asked Randal if he ever explained to his friends why Weston did not like to wear shoes he gave me one of those teenage smirks and laughingly said, “Oh, you mean the “mind-blowing” part about Weston?” Hah, I had to laugh at his ability to see humor in a potentially awkward situation. Randal’s response was a fun reminder on the importance of continuing the newsletter.  

When you have two children as close in age as Randal and Weston the hope is that they will share life experiences together as they grow up and perhaps even be friends after they are out of the house. Admittedly, Weston’s different way of communicating could very well have stifled any opportunities for “brotherly interactions” between the two of them. Happily though this does not have to be the case as you will see.

Weston has been staying up until around 4 a.m. the past few nights. He tends to work during the wee hours of the morning and I know this has something to do with the upcoming workshop. The entire family has come to accept this minor annoyance and really Randal gets the brunt of it as his room is adjacent to Weston’s. Randal is very easygoing and typically Weston’s nightly escapades don’t even bother him. I was surprised, however, when one morning Randal woke up and commented that he did not fall asleep until 5 a.m. because he knew there was something in his room that had to do with Weston. He says he was not frightened by the presence but could definitely “feel” the energy in the room.  I asked Weston to share more with me regarding what was going on in Randal’s room, and this is what he had to say as “voiced” by Meg Lupin…..

Randal has sensitivity to “others” and he is getting in touch with it now. I didn’t want to send the angel away because he was giving Randal a lot of information that he needs. Tell Randal that now he knows what I go through. It is not scary but you sometimes don’t know what they are doing here. There is a purpose for all right now and he just needs to know that all is good!! Sorry Randal. Next time just ask them to leave.

Well, it may not be baseball cards, but Randal and Weston do share angels!

Message from Weston

“Voiced” by Meg Lupin

This is a heightened time of awareness. Situations are being re-created so we can let go absolutely. Why haven’t you let go? Is it just easier to be in pain? Is it easier to just keep doing the same thing and expecting a different result?

Many of you have spent years working on issues. An energetic release is also essential. You can talk about things until you are blue in the face but until you let go of the energetic pattern that is stored in your bodies, it will replay over and over. Use clearing, breath work, yoga and other exercises to release your stress and patterns. Go get a massage, Reiki, Matrix Energetics, or Yuen session. You deserve to treat yourself with love and respect. Let go and let God.

Have fun letting go. It is your right to have a wonderful loving life filled with peace and service to others. Be grateful. You deserve it.

Lovingly,

Weston